Millie Lestrade: No. Friends protect people. Traditionally the only modes of communication with distant friends
were only letters and phones which would fade
as clouds pass by, this is not the state today. I guess I am afraid
of having to admit that I might actually want or need to be viewed & used as a sex object for groups
of guys, that I might really love getting naked on cam every day,
putting dildos in my ass and letting even old fat ugly sexist guys take pics & vids of me.
I thought he was 'attractive', more that it somehow felt exciting
to be letting anyone see me like that and order me around, even if they had nothing going for them.
BUT that webcam video is never stored anywhere and
they never see you. I can't square how I see myself in a
non-sexual context (respected 'good girl') with how my nature seems to respond in a
sexual context (exhibitionist slut who will perform for anyone :D).
We also found that videos containing aggressive acts were
both less likely to receive views and less likely to be ranked favourably by viewers, who preferred videos where women clearly demonstrated pleasure.